No, I haven't abandon this blog - but there haven't been anything interesting to write about. For now buckle up and here it comes.
People have gone sensitive a level or two higher. I'm a pretty sensitive soul, and I usually get paranoid about it. But I also am able to deem it trivial soon enough, too. It keeps me sane.
Plus, I don't need the added stress from having to argue with people about who's wrong and who's right; who's better at something and who's not; what's a negative critique and what's a constructive one. Most of all, I don't like ruining relationships with people just over silly little sillys.
I get it that we're susceptible to the negatives that get thrown daily into our faces to the point that it crushes us in such ways imaginable, especially when it stems from those who know us well. Our emotions heed us to believe that these people prey on our weaknesses because of some personal vendetta, that every opponent, every critic must have an agenda. An agenda that spells out jealousy, envy, amour propre - our emotions tell our mind to accept these as true of the people. It finally gives us reasons to justify our vindictiveness, much characterized by rancour, that soon tells ourselves that we (I am) are right, and they (you) are wrong.
Without a doubt, like you, I go through these stages, too. There have always been moments when I tell myself that I must be right about this, that my actions and decisions were called for, and that my reasons suffice at its basics. These are when I over-analysed everything, when I cared too much.
But when I accepted it as it is, when I didn't bother too much about it, I soon realized one fundamental thing about human, about being an individual. It is the one thing that we have too soon forgotten about in this day and age.That everyone is capable of making sincerely held difference of opinions. Without any agenda, without any reason.You might say that Liverpool is better, I might say that Manchester is second to none (heh! no offence just example aite). You might say that a BMW is the top-notch, I would say a Volkswagon Touareg is a prime sterling. You might say that it is your own passion, I might think it's a borrowed inspiration.
My point is, don't be too quick to judge a person's character or assume that someone've got an agenda just because of one un-informed comment. If you want to continue to believe that I must be overly envious of something, then go ahead. It's okay if you want to live in your own little world, because I sometimes do.
On the other note, 'the surprise' really worked. Thanks all for co-operating. Parents & everyone's taken-aback expressions were priceless ^_^* In the last few weeks time zoomed passed in a flash coz I/We had so much things happening and then to date I terribly miss it when I wake up eventhough I dont have to wake-up seeing leaves on trees turning bright shade of saffron with mixes of green and brown (a classic picture of autumn with grey clouds for a background). And so i've been home for a couple of days and trying to adjust to being home again, and, I will also attempt to drizzle little stories here and there that may allow you to catch a little more of my heart and of the faithfulness of God that has carried me through thus far!
On the other note, 'the surprise' really worked. Thanks all for co-operating. Parents & everyone's taken-aback expressions were priceless ^_^* In the last few weeks time zoomed passed in a flash coz I/We had so much things happening and then to date I terribly miss it when I wake up eventhough I dont have to wake-up seeing leaves on trees turning bright shade of saffron with mixes of green and brown (a classic picture of autumn with grey clouds for a background). And so i've been home for a couple of days and trying to adjust to being home again, and, I will also attempt to drizzle little stories here and there that may allow you to catch a little more of my heart and of the faithfulness of God that has carried me through thus far!
